33. what i meant, you said you know how to forget about your ex. and i meant some people dont want to forget their ex lovers. they keep it there. or keep it when its necessary. and guess what. if you manage to live with that. like not killing your feelings for your ex, its even more brave and hard part. killing is the easy part. example, i never forgot you, i never killed the feelings that i had for you. and im not planning to. but i also dont expect anything either. its like paramparça olmuş bi kalbin var ve her odasında başka yabancılar. but you feed them and they feed you. it would be hard for you to comprehend it probably cus we have different personality. so you dont supress your killings yeah, you somehow live with them. and as i said i have two personality the good and dark. the dark me doesnt give a shit about feelings past or the future. he does not remember. he does not sacrifice. he does not compromise. he does not feel. you can not hurt him. part of him is dead and the other part does not exist