98. I am a massive star that's collapsing into itself. no explosion, no big bang, just getting absorbed into my innards. I have completely lost the feeling of empathy for any other living thing. communication with others only depresses them. they want me to face the reality, but when I fully embrace it, they are not happy about it. reality is an explicitly bloodcurdling state. I look at it in the eye and accept everything as it is. Life is a gruesome thing to bear.

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